And you sleep till May, {-ROSEBULLET.BLOGSPOT.COM}

Sunday, October 19, 2008

I HAVE MOVED TO

http://rosebullet-x.livejournal.com!!!

(for now, that is.)

Don't tag, or show any signs of human life here anymore. If you need to, comment at my new lj page!

See you there!!

xoxo,PEARLYN!
2:12 AM

Saturday, October 18, 2008

Never, ever, sink your heart into something that's too good to be true.

Cause when it starts to disappear, you've got nothing left to hold onto.

It applies for anything, everything.

Remember that.

xoxo,PEARLYN!
10:38 PM

Tuesday, October 07, 2008

Whenever I think about how screwed up my A Math paper is, the thought of relaxation after exams chases away all the guilt. :D Hehe.

Okay so maybe I'm not THAT deserving of all the relaxation, but hey!

And every single day I look forward to the day friday comes! Friday is the start of my freedom. Yes, ultimate freedom. Freedom to do all sorts of crazy stuff without having being bugged by my conscience.

Things I'm looking forward to:

1. SHOPPING. SHOPPING. SHOPPING. *gasps!*

2. Going to get a tan.

3. Throwing post-exams partayes! (*winks at Charmaine*)

4. Having sleepovers!

5. Class outings or whatevernots. (So how's the discussion going?)

6. Getting a job to earn some $$$

7. Travelling. (Sigh I don't know where I'm going yet this year. Beijing seems outta sight. Maybe I should take a trip down to kuching alone this year?)

8. Bringing some friends along to church this Sunday so we can hang out afterwards! (More shopping!! *winks at Dione*)

9. Being able to stay out real real late.

10. Chalet stayovers!

Zzz I really hope choir practices don't take up too much of our time. It's not that I hate choir, it's just that sometimes practices get so hectic it just totally annoys the hell outta me. Even if there is choir practice, I hope its only in the morning. Hoping Batam trip would be fun, though! Think it will. Not because of the place, I mean, that place isn't all that exciting. (But there's a visit to the 'polo shop'.. Ralph Lauren? I spotted a Ralph Lauren factory store over there the last time!!) But yeah, it's the people that makes trips like that really memorable. (:

Oh dayum, I'm missing the Nanjing trip again! Gosh that was the best overseas school trip I've been on. Miss those nights where ALL of us would have supper in the corridor. Miss those times where Brandon, Andrew, Charmaine, *ahem* Clarence and I would all hang around the shopping street. I mean, 5 teenagers hanging out in the cold in a foreign country, pretty cool right?! I miss the mealtimes when we would serve each other food and make really stupid jokes. The whole experience was just awesome because it was really a CULTURAL IMMERSION trip. I mean, when we were in Suzhou we barely saw anything anyway.

Nanjing was just a whole lotta fun.

(*Tries to insert picture of Brandon on stilts in Nanjing but stupid blogger error won't allow!*)

Brandon: "Chai gao qiaoooooo!"

Hehehe.

xoxo,PEARLYN!
8:02 PM

Friday, October 03, 2008

"Miss Invisible" - Marie Digby

Theres a girl
Who sits under the bleachers
Just another day eating alone
And though she smiles
There is something she's hiding
And she cant find a way to relate
She just goes unnoticed
As the crowd passes by
And she'll pretend to be busy
When inside she just wants to cry

xoxo,PEARLYN!
7:48 PM

Thursday, October 02, 2008

What the f*ck man.

I'm fed up and I've had enough.
Go on, treat me like little miss 'touch-and-go'.
I feel like a puppet and trust me, my strings are at its limits.

Stuck in this effing rut, and you know what? I'm trying every single day to climb out of this place, hoping to see the light of day. And every single day, I just keep on trying, keep on climbing.

Everyone else thinks its a breeze and everyone else is so caught up with their lives to give a damn about anyone else's.

Each step is so much harder to take than you think.

When I'm standing high up on my pedestal feeling as if nothing can beat me now, someone just has to throw a pebble at me and 'BAM!', I'm back on the ground.

So go on, do what y'all like to me. And you know what? I'd do EXACTLY what I like to as well.

Because,

I.

Don't.

Care.

Look who's the bitch now.

xoxo,PEARLYN!
9:10 PM

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Okay, I admit. I'm a shitty blogger.

I do not update regularly.
I am boring.
I like to type in lines of three.

And I don't update because.. I don't have nice stuff to share, my life is mundane and boring, and I'm way too lazy to post pictures.

But, well, i'd post pictures of the very small but very romantic alto bbq long long ago at east coast park recently.. Haha. This weekend, promise!

And.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARMAINE NG XIANG TING A.K.A THE GIRL WHO GOES 'HEHEHE'.

You're a very lucky girl who has many wonderful people that bring sunshine into your life! And you always seem to be so chirpy. Haha! 15 years old means you cannot act like a kid and sa jiao already k! (I think I say this every year. Lol.)

Well, exams are near! (Gosh, I do sound like every other student who has a blog huh.) And.. I've got no drive to study lah. Zzz. So yeah, in advance for you guys, I'm not going to do as well for this EOYs. So when you see my lousy level position, don't be like, "Gosh, Pearlyn is so dumb! Her level position is like 1020571! Stupid."

BECAUSE I KNOW I CAN KNOCK EVERY ASEAN SCHOLAR FLAT DOWN AND BE #1..

But I don't feel like it. :D Hehe!

Life's been really crazy and I've been feeling and doing totally crazy and exciting things that I don't think I should be..

But god does it feel so gooood! *sings to the tune of Paramore's Misery Business*

Nah, it feels good for maybe, awhile. And then some part of me starts sink again. Honestly, I'm quite sick of dealing with this whole emotional roller coaster ride. I wish I knew what I wanted, and how things should be. Watching everything unfold in slow motion can really be quite painful sometimes. I just wish I could find some peace, soon. Like that feeling of your life being perfect, even if its for a minute or two.

Everyone who's going through something in their life now is like.. "Now I'm not going to think of anything else but exams.." or "I'm going to put aside everything in the past and concentrate on the EOYs.." Is that a way to escape the chaos and turmoil in the world of reality? You know, somehow I can't bring myself to say that, as much as it would help my situation. Exams might mean alot to some people, not only for the glory of good results. But for my case? I just can't find a reason to do well anymore. And I've been doing fairly well all my life, maybe I should cut myself some slack this time. *shrugs*

Well, all I have to do is bear the consequences of my actions. Sounds easy enough? Heh, I don't know.

Damn, you're adorable.
But, sigh.

P/S: Now all you naughty little readers out there who visit my blog yet never tag cannot complain I don't update alright! Hmph.

xoxo,PEARLYN!
7:08 PM

Monday, September 15, 2008

GOSSIP GIRL IS BACK

Ed Westwick Ed Westwick Ed Westwick Ed Westwick Ed Westwick!

Gosh.

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Friends that brush together, stay together.

xoxo,PEARLYN!
5:52 PM

SKINNED

Lyrics: When It Rains by Paramore

Photo Set: Kristen Dunst for Miu Miu Spring 2008

PHOTOBLOG

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My favourite shots, my special thoughts.

DEVIANTART

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Running some sprees every now and then, go take a look!

GIRL

Pearlyn Wee.
10th May 1993. Fifthteen. Commonwealthian. Basically an average teenager with big dreams. :D

First love of my life: Music
Part of the CSS Choir family. I play the piano, guitar, a lil of drums. I listen to alternative, pop or just anything catchy. Love music by Yellowcard, Avril Lavigne, Jay Chou, Fall Out Boy, Angels and Airwaves, Marie Digby.

Second love of my life: Fashion
Gotta look good, dress great, feel perfect. A full time shopaholic. Zara's a must stop at every trip! Marc Jacob's my ultimate hero.

Third love of my life: Fat food
Always craving for chocolate and Ben&Jerry's Fish Food! A singaporean has to love its country's cuisine right?! Satay, fried rice, chicken wing..

Fourth love of my life: God's creations
The beach. The star studded night-sky. Being in the outdoors. Capturing pictures of all things beautiful.

Fifth love of my life: BFFs
Keith! Charmaine! Dione! And all the other people who bring sunshine into my days. Oh, love y'all.

QUOTE

I believe that if you want something, and if you work hard enough, you'd get it. And I have everything I ever wanted. - Benji Madden of GC

CRAVANGS

Since the time I started blogging 5 years ago, things that I put under this section always end up in my hands. So I guess it really works!

~~iPod Nano~~
A Beach House/Headphones/Canon EOS SLR/Drumset/A Recording Studio/~~A shitload of guitars~~/~~Disneyland~~/Aussieland again!/Holiday to US/A hell lotta shoes/A perfect bod/~~Dior Addict Shine EDP~~/MJ Wallet/A mega shopping spree/~~Plain Ballerina Flats~~/Brilliant Matte Skin/A million sexy LBDs/Pink Sony Cam/Grow up, do something great in this world, be sucessful, earn $$$!

make a wish, take a chance, make a change :)

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